It’s been over 6 months since I have posted here… Maybe I should rectify that. Or, maybe not. We’ll see.
Regret and abandonment.
My heart hurts. No one ever tells you that when your child leaves that it’s going to be heartbreaking. Guess what? It is. And, it’s not just that, it’s the foolish decisions that make it harder. Bah! I can’t do this right now!
Down to _17.6!!! whoo hoo! Praise God, this is SO much better! It’s nice to see some change happening when there wasn’t any for so many days. This is hard work, but hopefully I will feel better. It’s good to see downward motion in the numbers, but I am also looking forward to this meaning that I maybe don’t have as much pain.
Yay! I have finally reached the weight I was when I started this whole thing! In fact, I am down to _18.6! Whoo hoo! Praise God for all of this, because I know it is not me!
Legs feel crappy… Tried to walk to the pharmacy and I had to turn around and come back… I hope the doctor is able to tell me something about this and that it can be “fixed”. Even if it was pain, at least that would make more sense. *grumble grumble*
Oops! I haven’t been as good about posting diet stuff as I thought i might be. No surprises there, really!
Went today and weighed in at _20.8, which is exactly what I weighed on Wednesday. No more pasta for me! At least my weight didn’t go up, so I’ve got that going for me!
Doctor’s appointment scheduled for next Wednesday where I will talk about the thing in my arm, what’s going on with my legs, and my stupid eye twitch…
Praise God! Down some more to _21.4! I’m almost back to my starting “fat” weight! This is so good!
down another pound! -22.8!
Praise God!!!! I didn’ t gain any weight this weekend, and that includes having to cheat because of PAX!
weigh-in: -23.8
And, I am down to _23.8. We’ll see how things look after this weekend, though, seeing as it’s PAX. We’er going to be careful, but we’re still going to have to cheat for dinner all three nights.
Jesus, please help us to do the best we can on this diet through the weekend… We absolutely need your strength for this. And, please don’t let us get sick… There are going to be lots of germs there. Thank you. Amen.
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